Saturday, February 14, 2009
This will be one of the best valentine's days i've had in a long time. As far as I know we don't have any plans, but that has nothing to do with it. I haven't felt this in love on February 14th in a long time. It feels good. To be honest, I never really paid much attention to this day before, even when things were good. I tried to let my husband know I loved him every day, even when he didn't deserve it.
I was at work last valentine's day and one of my co-workers came to my desk and said there was someone in the front asking for me. I argued with her because she plays pranks and I didn't believe her. She convinced me that she wasn't playing around so I went to see who was there. I turned the corner and my husband was standing at the entrance with a beautiful vase full of long-stemmed red roses. It made me so happy and a huge smile lit up my face. I couldn't believe that he did that!
Things like that are the reason I have held on so long. He always does little things for me that make me smile, even when I can't stand him. I know his heart is filled with so much love.
Anyway, I say this is going to be one of the best valentines days because of the feelings between us. Also, every last one of our children are gone! We have the house to ourselves. It's not really about sex, even though I hope we have a lot of it, it's about being alone and connecting. I don't want to go out and do anything. I just want to stay home and be with my man.
I hope everyone has a wonderful valentine's day. I also hope you all take time every day to let the ones you love know how much you care.