Wednesday, February 18, 2009

It's all coming back to me now

It feels great to be having sex again. I forgot how relaxed it can make you. Things don't even bother me as much. Sometimes I sit around and think about the love my husband made to me and smile. Things that I were getting on my nerves are don't matter as much. I'm too busy thinking about a how a tongue here or a kiss there made me feel. My weekend was so great that i've been thinking about those kinds of things a lot.

I always go into withdrawal after my husband and I share a good time. Our valentine's weekend was so great that I can't stop thinking about it. It's been a long time since we've been in the house alone. We don't have a couple children and it's not easy to get rid of all of them at once. I guess I shouldn't say get rid of them but, well, that's what I mean. Our children are great but their presence isn't really condusive to getting busy.

I had a project at work that I needed to finish so I went to work for a little while on Valentine's day. While at work I decided to do something cute for him. I made him a sexy, personalized crossword puzzle and a coupon book full of different things he can ask for at any time (full body massage, breakfast in bed, a quickie, his favorite sexual position, and so on). I also wrote him a long letter telling him how I feel. He loved it. My husband is not a picky man. The smallest things please him. That's one of the things I love about him.

We didn't do the whole dinner thing. We went and had drinks at our favorite dive bar. The drinks are strong and we know all the bartenders. We didn't spend much money because it was Valentine's Day and they all wanted us to have a good time. We did just that. When we left we went to get something to eat and went home and ate food off of each other. It was a wonderful, simple night.
We laid around and watched movies Sunday. I love to do that. It was a totally lazy day spent with my man and it was great. Our kids weren't coming home so we played around with each other all day long. It felt good not to have to wear panties. I know that may sound funny but it gave me a sense of freedom to have on a short t-shirt and no panties. Hubby liked it too. He couldn't keep his hands off of me.

By the time our kids came home Monday we were both spent. I think we made up for all the sex we didn't have for all those months. It was nice to be able to make as much noise as I wanted and not worry about who would hear me. I think that made me louder. Just knowing no one was there was a turn on.

I don't know how I could have forgotten how hot the sex can be between us. I know that my mind is clearing because I was able to totally let go and give him every inch of my body. It felt like every nerve I have was standing on end. My mind, body, and soul were being were all turned on. I guess i'm in love again. I haven't felt this way in a very long time. I almost forgot what it was like to be wet and tingly all the time. It's all coming back to me now.


Dabizniz said...
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Dabizniz said...

I am happy that you are now living out the joy of marriage and wish you more or same in future

the YOUNG LIONESS said...


Thats truly amazing and I am extremely happy for you!! Thats hot

Even though I'm not there yet everything you mentioned here gives me something to dram for an d hold onto for the future.

Keep loving and being loved! Your blog always leaves me in the most thoughtful place! thank you for that

thegayte-keeper said...

making up for lost time is SO much fun...

Oyin said...

hmmm...I know thats right girl

Scorned Woman said...

I'm finally letting myself to let go and be happy.

Dabizniz - Thank you so much. I'm looking forward to the future now.

Lioness - I hope that you can learn from my mistakes when you do find that person. I'm happy that things are going well for us but at the same time I wish I didn't put up with so much in the past. I'm glad that my blog leaves you in a thoughtful place. That's a real compliment.

Gayte-keeper - You are so right! It's like make up sex to the tenth power.

Oyin - LOL! You know what i've been through so you know how good i'm feeling now.

Keith said...

Good for you!! I'm standing and applauding!

Lil Honey B said...

That was a HOT post!!! The pictures were good too. You are in such a better place than you were when you started your journey. Good for you.

Scorned Woman said...

Keith - Thank you for the applause. For a long time I didn't think anything pertaining to my relationship would deserve it.

Honey B - I am definitely in a much better place and it feels soooooooooo good, in more ways than one. *wink*