Thursday, January 29, 2009
I think i'm in vacation withdrawal. Everything is getting on my nerves, especially my kids. I think I got use to being alone with my husband. The events of our trip keep running through my head and I wish we could run away again. Going back to work was the worse part. I'm sick of most of the people I work with, especially the hating ass females. Why can't women get along?
I don't really have a lot of female friends. There always seems to be so much drama and back biting. I have three really good girlfriends and that's enough for me. Two of them live in the same state as I do and the other one moved away after her mom died. I really miss her. We don't talk the way we use to. My other two girls are the only people who know my story.
I actually have more male friends. It's easier for me to get along better with guys. It's been that way as far back as I can remember. I'm a low maintenance kind of girl. I hardly ever wear makeup, and I love to kick back and watch sports and basically chill. I've never been very girly. I went to a Super Bowl party with my husband last year and the all the women were in the kitchen. I was the only one in the den with the guys whooping it up and making noise.
I just want to throw some clothes in a bag and go!
Anyway, I want to pack my bags and get away again. That's the problem with reconnecting. It's like you're starting over. We're in that stage where everything seems new and you want to be in each others presence all the time. I'm trying to get my head back in the game but it's not happening fast enough. At least i'm not worried about falling back into the rut my marriage was in.