Thursday, January 29, 2009

Trip Withdrawal


I think i'm in vacation withdrawal. Everything is getting on my nerves, especially my kids. I think I got use to being alone with my husband. The events of our trip keep running through my head and I wish we could run away again. Going back to work was the worse part. I'm sick of most of the people I work with, especially the hating ass females. Why can't women get along?

I don't really have a lot of female friends. There always seems to be so much drama and back biting. I have three really good girlfriends and that's enough for me. Two of them live in the same state as I do and the other one moved away after her mom died. I really miss her. We don't talk the way we use to. My other two girls are the only people who know my story.

I actually have more male friends. It's easier for me to get along better with guys. It's been that way as far back as I can remember. I'm a low maintenance kind of girl. I hardly ever wear makeup, and I love to kick back and watch sports and basically chill. I've never been very girly. I went to a Super Bowl party with my husband last year and the all the women were in the kitchen. I was the only one in the den with the guys whooping it up and making noise.

I just want to throw some clothes in a bag and go!


Anyway, I want to pack my bags and get away again. That's the problem with reconnecting. It's like you're starting over. We're in that stage where everything seems new and you want to be in each others presence all the time. I'm trying to get my head back in the game but it's not happening fast enough. At least i'm not worried about falling back into the rut my marriage was in.

6 comments:

thegayte-keeper said...

I know you wish that the world could have stood still as your and your husband reconnected...but as somethings get better some just get worst...think of it as balance I suppose

Scorned Woman said...

Balance is a good way to look at it. I guess it's going to take a little while for things to even out. I'm sure it's mostly me. LOL! When you have a special time you find yourself wishing the world could stand still like you said.

the YOUNG LIONESS said...

I really want to try just packing my bags and going away!

I wonder what would come of it..

great blog

Scorned Woman said...

Hello Young Lioness. Thanks for stopping by.

n0days0ff said...

I went through that after mlk. I took an extra day off and I NEVER do that. That four day weekend at home felt like a trip to paris or something

Lil Honey B said...

I know how you feel. It's always good to get away and I know it was much needed. I have a lot of catty females in my office also. I can't stand it! I wish they would stop the drama sometimes but I guess they have nothing better to do. Anyway, hope you get a chance to get away soon...